A Day In the Life of a Housewife
So, as you all know I am unemployed. I am not complaining though, I am so very happy with just being home and being a housewife. I am trying to discipline myself more with the chores around the house and I feel like I am developing into a more responsible person because of this.
I have lived in & out of my parent's house since I was a teenager but never actually had my "own" place. When Gordon & I moved in together I was on this power trip of "I can do what I want, when I want" and that also meant cleaning and keeping up with the house. I have learned over the last couple of years that the house doesn't clean itself. I must say though, I never realized this before, but I had a real bad example on how to clean your house. I mean my mother was always picking up the house but to really get down on your hands and knees and scrub & vacuum, I never had the example of. So I have really been teaching myself how to get down & dirty on my hands & knees and clean those little spots that you just walk past & ignore. It's hard and a lot of sweat but I am proud of the aftermath & to see what I have done afterwards.
I am starting one room at a time, you can say that it is somewhat of a Spring Cleaning & I feel damn good about it. As for our computer room… I told Gordon that he could decorate this room anyway he wanted… well… there are boxes among boxes in this room and nothing has ever been done to it. So I believe that will be the last time I will feel sorry for him not having a room to decorate on his own. The same goes for the garage & the yard… he had all these plans for it & absolutely nothing has been done.
On another great note… my hormone levels were back down to 0. I have called fertility and we will be meeting in mid June for an appointment. That will give my body time to recuperate itself and get back to normal before we try again. Hopefully the 3rd time will be a charm and we will have little Gordon or Woody on the way this year.
Other than that, I cannot help but to just sit here and daydream about the days ahead of me. I cannot wait to see what the future holds in store for me & my little family. I have dreams of the old yellow & white house, with the red door and picket fence and kids playing in the yard, I cannot wait for that to happen. I know a lot of people trip out on me when they find out how traditional I am, after all there are so many unconventional views that I have in my life like on government, politics and morality that people trip out that I am this traditional little homemaker. Yeah, maybe some of my beliefs contradict each other but this is a contradicting world we live in. There are so many people that believe in abortion and the so called "right to choose" but yet they are appalled of the death penalty… well, isn't murder… murder? I am against the death penalty also, for a grown man that has to die over his convictions to a baby that has not yet had the chance to have any… it's all the same to me.
I am also against the war, & some people might find it odd but as I remember it wasn't Iraq that bombed us right? You have to be a completely stupid & ignorant, uneducated person to buy that lie… last time I checked it was some dude that was in Afghanistan… the Iraqi war is just a war over oil that a bunch of greedy white haired asses are trying to convince you otherwise. I do not support the military… why in the world would you want to go into something where there is a 99% chance you might die; your ass is owned not by you but by someone else? I hear mothers & fathers say… "Well Johnny just came out a completely different person!" Well that's because they brainwashed the crap out of your son & there is no more Johnny thinking for himself anymore but Uncle Sam! Duh! Have you ever noticed that it is mostly the poor & uneducated that enter the service? Seriously most of my friends that went into the service in my day were because they were drop outs and didn't know what else to do with their life. Now I am not saying that all people in the military are uneducated and poor, its just that this is what appears to be what a lot of these military recruitment people prey on these days & I know many can agree with me. I have many friends that are in the military and they are very smart & wonderful people but I am sure if they had a choice to do anything they wanted with their life it would not be what they are doing with it right now in the military. I just simply believe that if you are going to enlist you better know what you are getting yourself into & be a strong person mentally & emotionally because I have seen it wear down my friends or my friends become completely numb to things around them just because they got so hardened & that is no way I would want to live my life.
And don't even get me started on the animal rights people that think killing a cow or chicken to eat is murder but yet they think its OK for abortion… they value an animals life with no soul more than a human babies life with one! I personally think that's sick! OK… sorry about the tangent I went on but it really pisses me off sometimes. Murder is just murder… simple as that… its murder to kill a man over his crimes… its murder to kill an unborn child & its murder to send our people out to war.
I am not sure how I went from cleaning to sex & then to murder? I guess that's a glimpse into how much my brain has been on overdrive lately. But I put it out there and it's not for everyone to agree with, it's my own personal issues. I guess that just shows you also that I am a Christian that is anti-government, anti-war, anti-death penalty, anti-abortion & pro 420. I believe that mans downfall was when they wanted to quit being ruled by the one & only true God & wanted a King over them instead… that was the great downfall of man.
OK… I guess I said this before… but I will now quit while I am ahead.
I have lived in & out of my parent's house since I was a teenager but never actually had my "own" place. When Gordon & I moved in together I was on this power trip of "I can do what I want, when I want" and that also meant cleaning and keeping up with the house. I have learned over the last couple of years that the house doesn't clean itself. I must say though, I never realized this before, but I had a real bad example on how to clean your house. I mean my mother was always picking up the house but to really get down on your hands and knees and scrub & vacuum, I never had the example of. So I have really been teaching myself how to get down & dirty on my hands & knees and clean those little spots that you just walk past & ignore. It's hard and a lot of sweat but I am proud of the aftermath & to see what I have done afterwards.
I am starting one room at a time, you can say that it is somewhat of a Spring Cleaning & I feel damn good about it. As for our computer room… I told Gordon that he could decorate this room anyway he wanted… well… there are boxes among boxes in this room and nothing has ever been done to it. So I believe that will be the last time I will feel sorry for him not having a room to decorate on his own. The same goes for the garage & the yard… he had all these plans for it & absolutely nothing has been done.
On another great note… my hormone levels were back down to 0. I have called fertility and we will be meeting in mid June for an appointment. That will give my body time to recuperate itself and get back to normal before we try again. Hopefully the 3rd time will be a charm and we will have little Gordon or Woody on the way this year.
Other than that, I cannot help but to just sit here and daydream about the days ahead of me. I cannot wait to see what the future holds in store for me & my little family. I have dreams of the old yellow & white house, with the red door and picket fence and kids playing in the yard, I cannot wait for that to happen. I know a lot of people trip out on me when they find out how traditional I am, after all there are so many unconventional views that I have in my life like on government, politics and morality that people trip out that I am this traditional little homemaker. Yeah, maybe some of my beliefs contradict each other but this is a contradicting world we live in. There are so many people that believe in abortion and the so called "right to choose" but yet they are appalled of the death penalty… well, isn't murder… murder? I am against the death penalty also, for a grown man that has to die over his convictions to a baby that has not yet had the chance to have any… it's all the same to me.
I am also against the war, & some people might find it odd but as I remember it wasn't Iraq that bombed us right? You have to be a completely stupid & ignorant, uneducated person to buy that lie… last time I checked it was some dude that was in Afghanistan… the Iraqi war is just a war over oil that a bunch of greedy white haired asses are trying to convince you otherwise. I do not support the military… why in the world would you want to go into something where there is a 99% chance you might die; your ass is owned not by you but by someone else? I hear mothers & fathers say… "Well Johnny just came out a completely different person!" Well that's because they brainwashed the crap out of your son & there is no more Johnny thinking for himself anymore but Uncle Sam! Duh! Have you ever noticed that it is mostly the poor & uneducated that enter the service? Seriously most of my friends that went into the service in my day were because they were drop outs and didn't know what else to do with their life. Now I am not saying that all people in the military are uneducated and poor, its just that this is what appears to be what a lot of these military recruitment people prey on these days & I know many can agree with me. I have many friends that are in the military and they are very smart & wonderful people but I am sure if they had a choice to do anything they wanted with their life it would not be what they are doing with it right now in the military. I just simply believe that if you are going to enlist you better know what you are getting yourself into & be a strong person mentally & emotionally because I have seen it wear down my friends or my friends become completely numb to things around them just because they got so hardened & that is no way I would want to live my life.
And don't even get me started on the animal rights people that think killing a cow or chicken to eat is murder but yet they think its OK for abortion… they value an animals life with no soul more than a human babies life with one! I personally think that's sick! OK… sorry about the tangent I went on but it really pisses me off sometimes. Murder is just murder… simple as that… its murder to kill a man over his crimes… its murder to kill an unborn child & its murder to send our people out to war.
I am not sure how I went from cleaning to sex & then to murder? I guess that's a glimpse into how much my brain has been on overdrive lately. But I put it out there and it's not for everyone to agree with, it's my own personal issues. I guess that just shows you also that I am a Christian that is anti-government, anti-war, anti-death penalty, anti-abortion & pro 420. I believe that mans downfall was when they wanted to quit being ruled by the one & only true God & wanted a King over them instead… that was the great downfall of man.
OK… I guess I said this before… but I will now quit while I am ahead.
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